Equestrian Girl Outside
Loving this New Leather Jacket!
Caught Outside in Leather Fall Fashion
My heart rate slowly increased as I took the turnoff to where I wanted to go for a walk. I had already gotten partly dressed at home and would do the last things in the car to finish it there.
I adjusted the camera a bit and suddenly heard a car approaching.
I was shocked but immediately thought of my wife's words when she saw my outfits:
You look so natural, and if you don't know, you have no idea it's you.
Suddenly, however, I saw a couple coming out of the forest. They didn't seem to see me, but suddenly, a cyclist passed by, and now, everyone seemed to be looking at me.
For a second, I froze.
Luckily, I realized I had to keep acting and moving as usual..
Behind the Scenes images
At the end of the summer, I found flat boots in Equestrian style. I always wanted to try out a look like that. Shortly afterward, The Jacket Maker approached me to see if I wanted to try another Leather item from them.
The idea for this video immediately came to me, and it would be fun to try a Bomber Jacket since these are on trend this season!
All the items from this Equestrian Look.
Leather Boots: JFW (but secondhand via Vinted), size EU 43
Patterned Leather Gloves: Kebesu (but secondhand via Vinted), size XL
Leather Bra*: Hunkemöller via Zalando, size 85C
String*: Hema via Vinted
Shwal: Zalando
White Jeans: Vero Moda via Zalando
Bodysuit: Urban Classics via Zalando
*a few years back, my wife taught me to wear red or white lingerie under white clothes not to make them shine through;-)
Breastplate: Roanyer, cup size C
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This is Why I Cross-dress
I have been dressing up as Kirsten regularly for two years now, and I have come to love it. Ever since I can remember—I think I was four years old—I have loved boots and leather gloves.
All that time, I tried to hide it inside and occasionally let myself go when I saw an opportunity to put something on somewhere secretly.
When advertising brochures from fashion stores came in, I studied them from front to back and dreamed about having boots myself.
Before we got married, I had already been open about these feelings to my wife, and two years ago, with her encouragement, I finally bought my first pair myself.
In all of this, however, I could never really answer that one crucial question:
Why do I want this so much, except that I like it and think it is beautiful?
Isn't there more?
Only a few weeks ago, I suddenly had a deep insight into why when I saw a friend of ours wearing lovely Cowboy Boots with high heels. The fun part was that she even told my wife that she based the outfit on her style.
I really liked her boots and suddenly felt strongly: I want to have these too.
After searching for a while, I found them in Large Sizes!
When I was searching, I suddenly understood why I would love crossdressing:
All my outfits are inspired by those of women whom I thought at special moments;
I want to be able to wear this look myself.
It is so simple but also so profound for me. It is being able to completely let go of all my obligations and get into the skin of a fashionable woman on the highest heels, with lots of leather and shiny materials, gloves, of course, and details that complete the outfit.
Outfits that do not necessarily have to be practical but mainly translate how I sometimes feel inside, how I sometimes want to look like a fashionable woman, and at the same time, love being a man in everyday life.
The special thing is that my wife appreciates my style, and we can talk openly about everything we like. I am now closer to myself than ever and grateful to know the answer to that crucial question:
Why do I like Cross-dressing so much..?
A warm welcome to everyone who joined the last week!
I hope you enjoy the early access to the video and the details of my outfit.
If you have suggestions for new outfits you would like to see, always feel free to leave a comment.
See you in the next one!
Kirsten 🖤